Cry in Silence

The world is broken. Is there any hope?

I’ll say this once again.
You people you aren’t my friends.

How can you expect people to be nice to others? The words twist in my mind.

I am so tired, I have to tame my mind before I get too frustrated. A desperate need for comfort, and I don’t know what to do to fix it. It has taken me to cry silently for so long.

I’ve lost the will to fight.

Why everybody keep telling me to “never give up”? Why can’t I lay here for awhile while I clearing my mind? If I lay here. If I just lay here and forget the world?

It’s hard to breathe sometimes.

Even everyone said they are willing to give anyone an opportunity, everybody should have an equal opportunity. Easy said than done. I can see the truth through all the lies, and even after all this time.

I don’t need anything or anyone. Some things will never change.

Is anybody out there? Tell me it’s okay to cry.

今日はまるで昨日みたいだ。 明日を変えるなら今日を変えなきゃ。
分かってる 分かってる けれど。心が空っぽになったから。
満たされないと泣いているのはきっと満たされたいと願うから。